3/17/26
Guys I just ate a bunch of fruit and I'm so happy. It was so good. Just thinking about it is making me hungry again (っ´ཀ`)っ.If anyone was wondering the fruit bowl had: mango, pineapple, apple, guava, strawberry, cucumber, and grapes! Oh, I've been reading this c-novel and it's been really fun! I'm currently at ch 30 and the novel is already finsihed so I don't even have to wait for updates. I'm a really impatient person so it being finished makes everything so much sweeter(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶)｡𖦹

3/18/26
Today I ate blazing hot flavor nissin noodles! Is it me or are Nissin's HOT & SPICY noodles not spicy? Idk they make my nose water but it's not really strong. Maybe I need to try the 6 pepper level noodles...?Anyways, I've made some plans for my oc and comic pages. I'm thinking of making a mini comic series to ease myself into the comic scene. Same with writing, I'll probably just write short stories until I get more comfortable. I've learned rushing it just won't work so I'm taking it slow haha υ´• ﻌ •`υ. Oh also, I've been struggling a little because I'm not sure people will like the stuff I'm putting on this website. But, I have to remind myself this website is for me and about me, so I should just have fun and try not to think about it much!

3/18/26
Hey...so...yeah I'm going to redo my homepage. I just feel like it's not my aesthetic. It's part of it but like doesn't capture everything I like. Wait, I just realized you have no idea what I like because I haven't finished my about me. Anyways, I've been having a severe case of aesthetic crisis. I originally wanted this site to have different themes/aesthetics because i'm very indecisive and love way too many pretty things. However, I think I've finally got a vision of what my aesthetic is, a combination of my favorite things. I feel like that's exaclty what an aesthetic should be, things that you resonate with/ make you happy. Took me so long to figure something as dumb as this out... oh well!

4/13/26
Ahhhhhhh I just finished updating my layout for the SECOND time bc I thought it should be more organized. It's still doesn't have everything but it looks cute and will look even cuter when I add in everything. I did it in one sitting and it took me a couple of hours. My legs are begging for a break. Alas I have an end of year test tommorow so I should probably study for it. (╥﹏╥)

4/15/26
I think it was two weeks ago and I was at the theater watching a movie (It was Project Hailmary by the way) and before it played there was like the promotions playing. And I looked up and heard like this warping sound coming from the screen. The Backrooms movie trailer was playing and it looked so cool!!! I don't think I've ever been that excited for a movie. I rlly want to watch it, maybe I'll go with friends.

4/28/26
*!!!Warning: If you're emetophobic DO NOT READ!!!*
Today has been rough. I woke up with a crazy migraine and intense nausea. It was TERRIBLE!! I haven't threw up since I was a baby and the whole feeling was so gross and uncomfortable. I feel much better now, but I'm trynna be careful. Anyways, apparently I'm gonna get an MRI to see wth is going on with my body and if somethings wrong. I hope things aren't too bad. My body needs to get its act together tsk ( ,,⩌'︿'⩌ꐦ,,).

5/5/26 M B-DAY ૮₍˃̵֊ ˂̵ ₎ა
Today's my birthday. I'm so touched that someone took the time to read my site. If you're reading this pls check out love2love's site. They're genuinely an angel and their site is amazing!! (this is not glaze). Also check out mayolistic's site as well (Another angel who always likes my updates and supports me)! I took my ap test (yeah I tested on my birthday... (ᵕ—ᴗ—))and I cookeddddd. I'm lowkey proud of myself(˶•̀ ᎑-˶） . All credit goes to Tommy february6 and my other goats for providing me music to lock in to. I had a lot of fun today despite going to school and testing. I know others might be sad for having to test on their birthday but I genuinely had a great day! I share a birthday with my friend's friend and she gave me a whole package of sushi like she's so generous (╥ ω ╥)?! My family also surprised me with gifts when I woke up. One of the gifts was the dove x crumbl deodorant wait for it....TRES LECHES FLAVOR!! Flavor, scented, idk. But it smells HEAVENLY. My dream is to become a walking dessert human. I wasn't joking when I said I like dessert themed things. Also you guessed it I'm redoing this page haha (˶ᵕ》 𐃷《˶)ゞ (pls don't kill me)

5/18/26
AHHHHHHHHHHH ZB1 just dropped their new album and it's so GOOD!!! ₍₍⚞(˶>ᗜ<˶)⚟⁾⁾ I'm having so much fun because I've been in a bit of a music drought lately. I love how even though they changed their concept they still kept their sound in some songs. ALSO and2ble's debut album will come out soon! I can't wait!!! The boys are doing so good and I'm relieved bc their companies are lowkey trash and have a record... Hopefully this period of joy lasts! I'm so happy both groups are doing good and still keeping in touch with each other. I still get emotional listening to their music and remembering 0t9 days (╥﹏╥). I just have to remember that zb1 is still family not matter where they are or what happens ♡.

5/20/26
Milky Subway is getting a movie adaptation!!! Wow wow wow. I'm so excited~! It'll also be on Netflix!! So much good news for the summer. I have finals this week and next week, but school's almost over so it's okay. My class is also watching this movie and it's SO GOOD!!! When I think I can see through their plot they throw in a curveball and suddenly it's not that simple. Another good thing is that the plot twists are random they actually make sense and were planted since the beginning of the movie!! The movie literally got me on the edge of my seat I need to see what happens next!!! My class was also very reactive when watching it, it was so funny~
The movie my class watched: SEARCHING (2018)

6/20/26
I redid this page yesterday. Not to sure how I feel about it though... It'll stay for now! I've been feasting on everyone's oc content and artwork on neocities which reminded me that I haven't put up any of my art yet. I also haven't been writing anything for my library because writers block has me in a chokehold. I haven't written anything non-school related in years, so I'm a bit rusty. Plus everytime I think of an idea for writing nothing comes up unless I think about bl and then suddenly I have ideas. I can't just write about bl only! ...Or can I? Would YOU read that?!
Idk anymore ૮ ◞ ﻌ ◟ ა. My site doesn't look bl-ful enough!!! I have one idea but it's something that's still in the works for another project and will be in the works for a while. Everytime I think of writing I get a bit overwhelmed because I think my writing is lackluster. It's missing the things I think make a good story like clever metaphors and complex characters etc. But I have to remember that things take time. So! I'll just write until I feel comfortable with my work.
As for my art, you'll be seeing that soon hehe ૮₍｡•̀ ﻌ •́｡₎ა